HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD!

My family with my parents - Aidilfitri 2007

Yeah...today is mother's day. Being a mother now, I now know how it felt being loved and appreciated. I love my mother sooooo much, Pn. Hajah Ramlah @ Habibah binti Hj. Othman. Everyone will say her or his mother is the best mother in the world, right? Same as me...my mother is the best mother that I ever had! (of coz la kan...takkan ada 2 ibu unless, ibu angkat, ibu sedara, ibu jari..)

My parents - Birthday Mak 28/10/2007

Today, I'm the first one to called and wished her...yeay! Tapi, sedih sikit sbb dengar mak tak sihat. Demam selesema, batuk katanya. Tapi today ok dah...cuma katanya tak selera makan, mulut tak sedap,tapi lapar...cemana tu? katanya...hehe.So, dia tengah berpikir2 nk makan apa masa I called her around 8am this morning. Katanya abah pulak demam ari. Hmm..kesian mak abah. Wa sentiasa doakan kesihatan mak abah and kesejahteraan hidup keduanya di dunia dan akhirat...aminnn, Ya Allah, lindungilah keduanya, kasihani lah mereka seperti mana mereka mengasihani ku sedari kecil.

Emak kan...dari kecil sehinggalah dh kawen, dia tetap ada di sisi. Alhamdullillah Allah masih meminjamkan kami keduanya sehingga ke hari ini. Ingat masa Wa masuk hospital, baik masa operation slip disc, bersalinkan Tisya...mak lah yg tunggu Wa walaupun masa tu dh kawen. Ingat mak cakap..."Memang bila anak dh kawen, ingatkan tak de dah mak kena jaga...tp sampai bila2 pun mak tetap akan jaga selagi terdaya...."sebak dengar masa tu. Mak sanggup tidur sekali di hospital masa aku kena slip disc. Ingat mukanya yang penuh rasa simpati, sedih, susah hati tgk keadaan aku masa tu. Katanya malam pertama lepas operation tu, dia kata dia sedih sgt sbb masa tu mcm aku mengerang sakit. Dia mmg tak boleh tido, susah hati dan sedih. Msk hari kedua, bila dah gagah...baru nmpk dia ceria dan lega. Kesian mak. Msk hari ketiga, tak sampai hati tgk mak...dia mula sakit kepala. Mungkin tidur tak cukup and tak selesa. Agaknya hati ibukan..susah hati dia. Aku pun dh ok sikit, dh boleh bangun smua...and I asked her to go back. Dia memang berat hati...tapi, aku lebih susah hati tgk dia. Mak...mak...kasihmu memang tidak terjangkaukan sedalam mana...

Ok, itu salah satu citer pengorbanan dia....byk lagi sbb selama hampir 33 tahun, she's being my mother. Dlm masa 33 tahun tu....mcm2 berlaku. And I know, I'm not a good daughter. Until now...I dont know what I've given her for all her sacrifices and loves. Rasa mcm tak ada apa...tak cukup tu usah citer la... Harapnya, dia tak ada rasa susah hati, terluka or terasa hati dengan aku. Itu je yg aku harapkan....sbb itulah penentu keberkatan hidup aku di dunia dan akhirat. Selagi dia dan abah masih hidup, I will try my best to gv them happiness.

This morning, first sms i received was from Mint..thanks Mint! Ini sms nya...

"A mum is a rose whose petals are soft, a mum is a lily whose stem is tall & strong, a mum is a person who is never wrong & a mum is a person you shud love forever.. Trust her, believe her & never doubt her..."

Sms from Tina,

"Mohterhood is a tough 24-hr job. No pay, no day-off, at times unappreciated and yet resignation is impossible!"

Sms from Ani,

"A woman has strengths that amaze men. She can handle trouble and can carry heavy burdens. She holds happiness, loves and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming, she sings when she feels like crying, cries when she's happy and laugh when she's afraid. Her love is unconditional! There's only one thing wrong with her, she sumtimes forget what she is worth..."

Kisah pagi ni pulak...actually aku lupa mother's day ni. Entah camana pagi tadi, aku tersalah urat kat tengkuk...aduhhh, sakitnya. So, pagi dh bgn, sapu minyak urut sikit2. Then terus baring kat sofa. Suddenly, ada ciuman di pipi, tgk2 sorang budak comel dh bangun...."Ibu, selamat hari ibu!"and she hugged me. I was surprised and really touched by the affectionate and love she has showed...the feeling susah nk digambarkan, kalau org kata....hati boleh cair...memang ya, itulah perasaannya, rasa mcm hati tu ais yang melt... I looked at her face, dia senyum. Itulah senyuman penuh ikhlas dan jujur dari seorang anak...dengan rambutnya yg berserabut bgn dari tidur, taik mata kat mata, air liur basi kat mulut...but that's the most beautiful face that I wont forget for the rest of my life... Tisya, ibu sayang Tisya sgt2! Then I terus called my mother...saat2 itu, teringat kat mak. May be itulah perasaan mak bila dia lihat anak2 nya...*sedih pulak rasa hati...huhuhuuuuu

Pagi kononnya nk pi jalan2...but I dont know mana silapnya, Encik Zaidi mcm marahkan sesuatu and seperti biasa...things not like what we want to be. And aku ni mmg sakit tengkuk, dengan tak selesanya...nk toleh sakit, lagi lah hilang mood. But, sedih...yes memang sedih. It suppose to be hari yang happy and indah to celebrate me, tapi...jadi boring and tension. Biasalah....sebenarnya, hari apa2 yg istimewa for me, baik mother's day ke, birthday ke...tak de lagi celebration yang betul2 meninggalkan kenangan manis. Tak tau la mana silap aku...tk bernasib nak dpt sambutan yang best...and memorable. Dugaan Allah tu. Aku redho and sabar...adalah hikmahnya tu. Tak apalah if tk di appreciate oleh partner in life...tp, being loved and appreciated by Tisya is the most joy that I ever had.

Tisya hari ni, really treat me like a queen...hehehe. Dia tolong bukakkan pintu kereta, tolong bwkkan barang...and bila kata, tak payah lah...ibu bawak, berat ni. Dia jawab, hari ni kan hari ibu.... wahhh....harapnya kekal lah perasaan kasih dan sayang dia sehingga ke akhir hayat kami. Alhamdullillah Allah kurniakan zuriat yg begitu buat aku...walaupun masih dia seorang. Yg penting quality if the quantity is not meant for us...

Petang tadi, kami keluar berdua and makan kat piza hut. We celebrate together berdua aje. Tisya kata dia lupa nk bagi hadiah. Hadiah tu supposenya dia plan dgn ayahnya. Dia kata nk pegi beli dengan ayah. Pagi tadi dia tanya ayahnya, and as usual lah, ayah ckp, tak ada masa nak beli. Tak apalah....I used to it. Masa keluar pun dia ckp nk beli bunga utk ibu...tapi ayah tak kisah pun..sian Tisya. Rasanya kalau aku dpt hadiah lah utk apa2 occasion dari Encik Zaidi, may be aku pengsan 10 saat...hehehe

Baru sekejap ni, Tisya cium lagi pipi and wish...'selamat hari ibu malam'. Hahahaha...aku ketawa, ooo, pagi tadi Selamat hari ibu siang...ni malam pulak katanya. Oh tuhan...terima kasih kurniakan anak ini buat aku. Semoga kami dapat mendidik amanah ini dengan sempurna.

Oklah, a few quotes from internet yang sempat aku tgk tadi...

'A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity. It dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path.'-- Agatha Christie (1890-1976), English novelist and playwright.

'When you are a mother, you are never really alone in your thoughts. You are connected to your child and to all those who touch your lives. A mother always has to think twice: once of herself and once for her child.'-- Sophia Loren (1934- ), Italian motion-picture actor.

Teramat2 betul...-Wa

Tadi lepas send sms to a circle of frens, Cik Zu reply with a sad news. Her mother passed away yesterday....AL-FATIHAH. Cik Zu, harap sabar ya...itu janjinya dengan Allah. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yg beriman. Aminnnn....

Kita semua hanya dipinjamkan oleh Allah, sampai masa kita perlu dikembalikan kepada yang empunya...segala yang ada di dunia ini adalah milikNYA.